Exhausted

First few days of June 2015

First few days of school break

Everybody is on leave. Family events here and there. However, more and more patients come to hospital. From Johor, from Terengganu and many other part of the world.

Non stop 8 hours cracking head for this few days. With limit number of doctors but huge number of patients. Everybody is tired. But still, we try to give the best service to our patients.

Alhamdulillah. Non of them complaint. Some of them offer foods and drinks.

And today, 1 pakcik asked me.

"Doktor, ramai patient ye beberapa hari ni? Tengok doktor macam kurang rehat. Bawah mata pun dah hitam. Stress kerja ye."

Yes pakcik. I am tired. All of us do. Some more, taking care of other people while my own little princess is having fever, no sleep at night, so sad while checking others child, as ours are at nursery, taking care by others.

"Kesian kat doktor. Nampak sangat penatnya. Anak tak sihat di rumah pun kene periksa pesakit."

Feel like crying! Bergenang air mata. Thank you for your understanding pakcik. Your thought is enough. More than everything.

And...pakcik bagi nasihat yang paling berguna untuk saya hari ini...kembali untuk kita semua muhasabah diri.

"Doktor, kalau hidup kita selalu stress, jom kita cek solat kita. Mesti tunai solat diawal waktu. Jangan berlengah sahut seruan Allah. INSYAALLAH."

Allahuakbar...

Saya mengaku..adakalanya kekangan kerja buat kita sedikit tertangguh waktu solat.

Astaghfirullah

Terima kasih Allah atas teguran ini. Kau hadirkan pakcik yang cukup memberi keinsafan dan ketenngan dalam hati ini.

Saya bantu pesakit dengan ilmu perubatan, tapi, pesakit banyak bantu saya dengan ilmu kehidupan

Alhamdulillah